I Was Once Told My Heart BeatsI was once told my heart beatsBut how can I be sureWhen my soul feels so emptyNo sound so pureAs the reverberation of lifeBeating in my coreSo should i believe themI'm sure they've lied before,They said you only die onceBut I first died when I was fourWhen daddy snuck into my roomAnd treated me like a whore,And they said crying helpsThat it sets the pain freeAnd though i cried every nightThe tears never helped me,They even said wounds heal with ageAnd though I got older,Every single dayMy wounds only grew deeper,But I still continued to believe themEven as they lied to me againTelling me I'd find someoneWho'd save me fr
You're My PoisonI'm dyingThe pain seeps throughClutching at my heartRipping it to shreds,You merely watch Pretending you're not the cuaseSeeing me die slowlyEvery time you leave me,But you returnAs you always doSlowly sucking the poison outThat you yourself placedAnd i begin to forget,Just for a moment,And fall back into love with you again.And with every kissEvery time we fuckEvery second i spend loving you,I feel the poisonSeeping back into my heartAnd with everytime you leave mei begin to die againWhile you pretend not to see.You're the poison and the antitodeMy killer and saviourThe reason i want to liveWhile i slit my wrists,Y
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