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ParanoiaParanoia.

I don't want to be this way.

But I can't help but feel this way.

No matter what you do

Or what comforting words you say.

My over active mind will not allow me to believe it.

My weary blood shot eyes will not allow me to see it.

Even though my attentive heart is able to receive it.

My thoughts and my imagination will corrupt and deceive it.

And that's why no matter how much I love you.

For some reason I will always feel cheated.

So please don't blame yourself because you have done more than enough.

You have proven yourself and have provided me with so much love.

There are only so many false accusations you can take.

The

Ocean-DeepPast the loneliest tides
In the deepest of seas
Is where truth resides,
Is where love is said to be.
In the crests of foaming waves
On the floor of green oceans
Is where love is said to prey
For every man and woman
Willing to withstand grave weather
And fight the undertows-
As long as they are together,
Love cannot help but grow.
It becomes weak and weary in storms,
Determined to not fade and die;
Love makes the cold shoulder warm,
Watching seagulls and past mistakes fly by.
True love can never leave,
Only become stronger and so much more;
Love as deep as oceans cannot help but cleave
To the washed and worn yet resolute shore.

Your warmthI am perfect for you
You know you need me

Every time you go outside
You miss me, wishing you would
Have had me wrapped around you.

My skin is like cotton, so soft and warm
You gave me a name. But now I think
You forgot, because now you leave me
Alone in a dark room.

It's now warm outside, and now
I know why you need me no more.
I cry alone at night, wishing you
Let me wrap my warm body around you.

I can't wait till you need me again
I keep you happy and warm.
Your skin makes my body smell like
A sexy being. I long to touch your naked skin

Now I know, that I am the one that
Needs you tonight....

Will you hold me?
Wrap your

Lovers Of The NightStrangers out of sight,
Are like a pair of lovers dancing,
When dying daylight turns to newborn night.
Hearts pound as they start their ritual of romancing,
By tears on train-tracks where no hate could be tonight.

Was their pairing of love so naïve?
That their passion became a pain to prolong,
Forever feelings distorted as to who to believe.
They never knew it was meant to be wrong,
But birds break the morning mist with sweet song.

Lovers out of light,
Are like a couple of strangers kissing,
When sombre sunlight turns to melancholic moonlight.
Minds beat as they decease their cult of consorting,
By roars of railways where n

NeverHow can my heart be filled with love for you,
Yet your heart is filled with love for another?
I watch her take the place I never filled,
The touch I never felt,
The whisper I never heard.
Why is it that in my eyes you are everything,
But in yours, I am nothing.

Lend me a kissLend me your sweet lips
Give me a soft kiss
Stay with me till the end
Let's stop playing pretend

Don't let my heart break
Let's learn from our mistakes
I'll let your love embrace
Mend me with your lovely grace

They never leave my mind
Your cherry colored lips
The roses that I have picked
And the sweetness that one day I'll kiss

SilenceSilence.

A language that everyone speaks.
       But one that we are not able to hear.

A place where emotions and abandonment meet.
       Of which we are forced to confront our buried fears.

There are no more lessons that the agents of society can teach.
       An infinite amount of words expressed through a solitary tear.

People dish out advice but never practise what they preach.
       A language with the same traits as a hopeful prayer.

A society where people judge others, as they sit back i

Night of the ViolinSeek you me in a grave shallow,
bleeding upon a blade of rusted steel
The mood of a rose ascends beyond ether
caressing souls in skies hoary

From the pitch of solitude she appears,
dark hair soaking upon winds quiver
(violin weeping in the dew of nocturnal sunrise)
As the moon whispers in twilight's fall
my thoughts swirl into a halo of numb reverie
Entranced in the gloaming of her love —
dripping within the lotus of her serenade
Beset in eyes of jade,
drowning in sensual delight
Seduced in a gothic sky

Deepest gaze unleashed into my soul;
she weaves a spell of turquoise feather
her violin brushes my skin in dreamy hues

SUPERNATURALDeep unto the mist of ages, spirits jewel worlds forsaken
A slither of fire dawns the ethos of my dreams —
for the temptress seeds wind and sea with ancient song
Emerald streams flow thru forests of exile...
Beyond the veil of time, the ravens fly dark n' long
The flesh of trees weep to rise of ebon Moon
— Nocturnal rapture, seek I with whispered lust
Under wanton falls of twilight I hath bled upon magick vine
Beneath midnight tides the Fae stir,
somewhere in the other world, my flesh becomes her wine

~Arthur Crow © 2012

You're My PoisonI'm dying
The pain seeps through
Clutching at my heart
Ripping it to shreds,
You merely watch
Pretending you're not the cuase
Seeing me die slowly
Every time you leave me,
But you return
As you always do
Slowly sucking the poison out
That you yourself placed
And i begin to forget,
Just for a moment,
And fall back into love with you again.
And with every kiss
Every time we fuck
Every second i spend loving you,
I feel the poison
Seeping back into my heart
And with everytime you leave me
i begin to die again
While you pretend not to see.
You're the poison and the antitode
My killer and saviour
The reason i want to live
While i slit my wrists,
Y

Perfect Dreams Or Imperfect Reality?

Do you ever get that feeling,
Do you ever think that maybe,
Your dreams are just too perfect,
Hidden inside of your head.

Do you ever get the feeling,
That the dreams you dream are nothing,
Nothing till realities had it's say,
And added a few imperfections to the perfect image.

Do you ever think that perfection,
Is simply not enough,
Without a few meddles and difficulties,
Along the way.

That time you imagined lying in the grass in a meadow,
Wrapped arm in arm with your loved one,
Did you think that maybe if it was real,
It would start to rain?
Or maybe you'd accidentally lie on some stinging nettles?

Did you ever imagine to

I love youThrough the goodness that we know
Through the cold and bitter snow
Even if this world will turn us insane
No matter how much pain

We will leave behind the problems of the past
Facing the future at a long last
New problems will surely arise
But when I look at your pretty eyes

That's the moment when I just know
Together we will always pull through
Because I love you

Dark tunnels
Through which I see
An endless road
Of pure cold misery,

And although I've dreamt
Of a place of light,
Black fog rolls forth
And covers my eyes.

There is no escaping it,
The darkness of my soul,
The dark pit in my heart,
The loss of life's spark,

And although I've tried
To avoid this being,
With a grim smirk
I have seen
The monster in my eyes.

And oh, how sickly sullen
My mind has become
With the opaque illness
Too sickened to just let me die.

Oh god,
I want to die.

For, with death comes relief,
An eviction from this bitter world,
So filled with lies and chagrin
Just let it end.

Let me be done
With this agony,
This torment

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Dying Without Youby =Shadowsoflosthope

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©2012-2013 =Shadowsoflosthope

The awesome cover image was done by =Pretty-Angel . Alright this was originally a bunch of random song lyrics is was writing that i decided to randomly combine and upload them since i gave up on the original song. Hope everyone likes

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~angrboda555 Nov 21, 2012

i like it! especially the beginning and the ending was different ^^

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=Shadowsoflosthope Nov 21, 2012

Glad you like it

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~angrboda555 Nov 21, 2012

I love reading you poems

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=Shadowsoflosthope Nov 21, 2012

Also about the poem i am currently about to finish. I would like your input about it. It s about a young man who is a passerby always looking at his dream for afar, and is happy in his wanting. Do u think people would like this topic?

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~angrboda555 Nov 22, 2012

yeah! that sounds awesome!

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=Shadowsoflosthope Nov 22, 2012

happy you like the idea

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~angrboda555 Nov 22, 2012

it sounds so interesting I really want to read it! haha sorry I get very excited about these things

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=Shadowsoflosthope Nov 22, 2012

i'm glad your so excited it helps me be more dedicated towards my writing (i really got to get to on my book). i'm a tad bit lazy

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=Shadowsoflosthope Nov 21, 2012

Well ain't i flattered. Thank you, and i'm glad you enjoy them. I plan to submit one later tonight if your still online.

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~angrboda555 Nov 22, 2012

I'll have to read it ^^

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